yayyyy for beach fun :]

So these are some pictures from the beach on tuesday >_< it was effin cold and rainy but we were pretty much like, fuck it haha. these arnt all of them but ill put more later,

Save mee

So this is the kitty i want to adopt :] she is good with cats dogs and kids, oh god and she is beautiful! im in the process of convincing my mom to let me adopt her, i hope i can, i would loooooooove her! i wanna save this poor baby <3

hahaha, yeah too cute.

la publica!!

so i went to the flea market today with my family!thirteen of us lol, mom dad jessica antonio gabe virgina markus dustin yahida Bigantonio and val. ah, it was perfect weather! sunny with a cool breeze :] we were pretty much everwhere lol i ate cheesy curly fries, a turkeyleg, an icee, the corn with chili and mayo and ate some of my moms fruit cup. we shared it all!sooooo im not that much of a fatty haha. so i saw this hippie store and it was awsome, they had so many colorful things so i had to buy a shirt, so! i got this :]



its so pretty! and comfey!
ah, so a party tomorrow night,
and a beach party all day tuesday,
im in charge of foods :p

annd this is a pic i messed with cause i got bored :]
my phone dosnt do much, but it can do this!



and well, i just thought this was cute <3
so here ya go!

forever21 oh how i want these

unicorn, i want a biacorn

oh and this is for chewie, this is you unicorn form

happyhappyhappyhappy song

so, for the first time in a couple of years i decided to smoke. Now ive long time quite but it just something about this weather that makes me want. The sun, air, tempeture and the total need for no jackets. its pretty much amazing outside right now. It all just makes you want to sit out on your porch admiring the world while you hit that shit.I could really go for some dennys right now. But as soon as i hit it and already feelin it.and it made the world feel better,the clouds looked clearer and my smile coule touch the sky. its a good feeling so why would you wanna quite a good feeling? I look back and its always for someone, not me. I quite to satisfy my other halfs need, for a clearer life, but mine was never foggy to begin with so, why me?I slipped up a few times ill admit, but i guess i was still telling myself, "eh why no", because i never wanted to leave it. i was fine. i was happy.so i decided i should be happy,in any ways and all ways possible.so whoever is reading, you should go be happy.go now, just do it, whatever it is.

WWZ ps..i love zombies

So we had to do a quick fictional story for my english class, and since i effin love zombies, here ya go! i thought id post it for the few who read my blog.

World War Z
The world never knew what was coming. We joked about this fictional horror and labeled it as nonsense. I can remember when it began, for me at least; it was pitch black that night. My yard looked as if a blanket had been thrown over it, the air was crisp and held the faint scent of fresh laundry. That was the day the world changed for not just me but everyone in it, forever.This was the invasion of the Zombies.
I was in the family room attempting to watch my favorite show, but couldn’t over the clashing voices of my mother and brother. My father was in the kitchen, I could smell the oregano, so I was looking forward to some spaghetti soon. Fluffy, our dog, was relentlessly barking out the window in our dinning room, barking at nothing but the dark. We thought it was a cat, some animal in the garbage. The window in the dinning room came crashing down, we were unprepared for what was about to happen to us.
We ran to our dinning room, it was a very plain room except for the dark cherry wood table and the cabinet full of thin china glass. Now the room was loud, full of color, full of red. The was a blood covered man on my floor, I could see his flesh torn, missing, his bone poking out the most unnatural way possible. The oder that was coming from him was unimaginable, it gripped my senses and tore them to pieces. I couldn’t get a hold of myself, I was going to be sick, I could feel it burning and creeping up my throat but I was too horrified to realize it. I couldn’t move, I couldn’t run, I couldn’t even think straight I was just staring. I thought he was dead, but he stood up to stare at us, to stare at me. He looked me in the eye for what felt like a life time, and he came at me.
I could move again but it was too late, all I could do was scream, scream like I never have before, as if it were my last. My father had gotten his gun without me noticing, he shot the creature down. First in the arm but that didn’t even phase the creature, than in the head and he stayed down. The second shot was like a rope, pulling me back into reality. We grabbed a few things, canned food, water, clothes, my dads few guns, a cell phone and headed to our SUV. The radio said those, things, were everywhere. They were attacking people, eating them than turning into them. I didn’t know what this was, a disease or our worlds end but I planned to survive. There was a city that was letting uninfected people into it, they were low on supplies but it was secure. The guys on the radio referred to it as the Safe City, and that was our destination.
We drove for days on end, killing a few of those things on our way. I knew that once this was over, I’d be changed forever. I could see it happening to my family around me, everyone but my father and I had given up hope and reaching Safe City. I was determined. It was dawn now, we should have reached the city days ago. I was worried about my mother, she needed normal, that city was our only chance to live and her only chance at sanity. We came over a hill and I felt an instant wave of relief over my entire body. It was like these past few weeks I was choking, that permanent noose around my neck had finally loosened. We pulled up to gates that were as tall as my house, they looked indestructible. This was the SafeCity, we made it.

itrip

trip
trip
trip
here i go
here i go again
drip
drip
drip
i find something
make me smile
just for a
while
while
while
you make me
flip
flip
flip
but here i go
drip
drip
drip
there i go again
i
trip
trip
trip

i love drunk night with my friends

SO here are the few new years pics we took, im posting this cause i dont know what to write right now lol, drunk nights with the besties are the best, PS fuck mandy =] inside jooooooke!

my new glorious shoes

these are my new amazing and glorious new shoes =] i love them >_<





its funny, i think everyone in my family has a pair of these lol,
so new years was awesome, ill put some pics, spent it with my bffs and lots of liquor lol, went to city hall saw a light show, we basicly drove everywhere, and got home at 6am, so i did make a new years resolution, can you guess it?




yeahh, those are my jazz hands =] haha, nats in the middle and blondie is lynne

new day

forget yesterday
the problems and the downs
cause its a new day
time to look up,
time to play
come over here
say you will stay,
yesterdays done
and id change it if i could
i really would
rewind my steps
and breathe back my words
redo whats done
but i cant,so lets keep going
lets forget yesterday
throw it out
cause tomorrows a new day
lets hope to get it right

sit

can you tell me how it is
show me how the dance gose
cause i got two left feet
and i cant keep up
i think ill lay down now
stare at the sky
watch the clouds go by
come lay down
sit still
catch your breath
you move too fast.
look at the world
watch it move slowly
watch the wind dance
and the stars talk
can you see?
come lay with me.
your moves are great
and everyone impressed
but really now
catch your breath!
see the grass?watch how it flows
hear the ocean sing?
high and low
show me how it gose again,
show me your dance, are you tired of it yet?
ill sit here, ill watch the world move

minding my mind

my mind is filled to the point that i dont know what to write right now, >_<